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ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THAT LAST NIGHT WAS DEFINTELY THE BEST NIGHT EVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!
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[30 Jan 2005|02:19am] |
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This week was sososososoosossosoos bizzey. I did not likey at alllll.
Monday: A relatively short Drama practice went dizz-own, went to pick up Kacey, got mom a drink at Dairy Queen and come back to school and was ready to get home, but had a rather long confrontation with Mrs. Bardwell, Natalie, and Lauren. I was at school until about 6, then Josh took me to his house until 7:30. I came home, did some homework, and actually crashed pretty early.
Tuesday: Woke up at 3:30 in the A.M. and thought I was going to die. I was down with the sickness yet again. I don't know what I had, but it sucked. I fell back asleep around 5 that morning and slept till 11 and watched the end of Mystic River, cooked Pasta Roni and it was horrible, then talked to Josh. My family got home around 4, and my mom cooked my all-time favorite: spaghetti. So good. Went to Josh's for a total of 5 minutes to see a little bunny that Mrs. Rena got from the middle school. Went to bed a little later than expected.
Wednesday: Woke up late. Tired. Tried to catch up on the work missed on Tuesday, which was more than I expected. Didn't have to go English because of the Junior meeting thing during 1st period. BUENO! Went to Precal, Chemistry, History, Physics, and things went well. Lunch was the usual, no one sits at the table anymore. They go to the band hall or to tutoring. Jazz was good, and regular Band is getting stupid with this "I Recommend" book warm-ups. Then I had Flag practice. I can't... really... describe... my feelings... for that... particular... subject... Came home, did homework, talked and prayed with Josh.
Thursday- Thought I was going to die. Benchmark testing for all Juniors. Mrs. Savoy was my test administrator, bwhahahaa. Missed 1st period yet again! Continued on to Physics where we had a free day and played Rummy with Marqui, Zack, and Jason. Mr. Ballard as a spectator, of course. Clarinet Choir practice afterschool, Josh's house for an hour, then Donkey Basketball. I left early because of the massive amount of homework due on Friday. I think I did most of it and went to be around 12.
Friday- Awesomely epiphanizing discussion in Mrs. Kreig's class. GAY lecture in my mom's class due to the idiots in there. A rather normal Chemistry day, except for MORE Benchmart testing. O! I did get 8 out of 15 on a net-ionic quiz, w00t! Failed the Kitchel test and turned in my ghetto essay hurriedly done the night before. Physics quiz that I forgot to study for, but studied during Rummy with the boys. Talked with Erica, Elyse, and Crystal about the actual size of a penis. Pretty interesting. Lunch was better. Mr. Cambell during Jazz and Band. HahAE haeH Aehahae! That's pretty much all I have to say about that. Had to pick up food all the way from Church's for my family, ate, and went back over to Josh's where I became extremely tired.
That brings me to today. Woke up around 11 and took a shower. Went to the mall to see some of Josh's family for his cousin, Ashlee's, birthday party. Ashlee invited Kacey and another one of her friends and they went to LibbyLu to dress up. Kacey wasn't too happy about the girly stuff, but I think she had some fun. Josh, Jake, Jared, Robert, and I walked around the mall and saw Nannon and Fishi! Later, I had to go to the eye doctor for my follow up appointment. Everything was good. My mom took Josh, Jake, Rob, Kacey, and me to Starbucks and Wal-Mart and then we dropped Jake and Rob at the Sebren's and Josh came over here. We made pizza and listened to my dad's crazy old music. I took him home around 12 and came home and watched part of 6th Day with my dad and got bored. This is where I'm at now.
Tomorrow I'm going to see my grandmother and do all my homework.
My little baby cousin, Kaleigh, is still in the hospital. She still can't breathe.
Mid-Winter was this weekend. I can't believe I missed the deadline.
I saw a fish while at Wal-Mart. It was missing an eye
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[26 Jan 2005|10:06pm] |
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I do believe that tomorrow is going to be the busiest day everrrrrrrrrr. But, I'd rather have my time fully occupied rather than sitting here, being "derob". Stealage, sorry Breezy and Katie.
On February 5th, Josh and I will be six months. Time has passed by incredibly fast and yet so slow at the same time. Fast because of the state of this wonderfully comfortable surrounding known as highschool and slow because of this dreadfully irritating establishment known as highschool. These past six months has brought on many tears, but twice as many tickle-fights, trampoline wars, movie nights, guitar sessions, and occasional LAN parties. So many laughs, smiles, and fun times shared with the person I love, with God right in the middle.
I'm so thankful for all of my friends: Josh, Bubba, Kacey, Jake, Jared, B*rizzle, Lily, Nannon, Fishi, Amanda, Biggs, Sexy Sam, JessEca, T-Dawg, Price, Mateo, James, Pooky, David, Nattie, CJ, Marqui, JoAnna, Lil Baby Lance, Dayne, Ty-Ty, and Rikki Leigh. I love you all and even if you aren't mentioned, you know I love you. You all have given me so much that will never be forgotten. I cherish all these memories, and the ones to come. Thank you.
God Bless and nighty.
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[23 Jan 2005|11:12am] |
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This journal is for keeps.
My cousin's, Jennifer's, baby completely stopped breathing the other day and only survived because Ryan gave her mouth to mouth for 20 minutes waiting for the ambulance. Kaleigh's still in the hospital and isn't doing very well. On top of that, my uncle blew out his back and is awaiting surgery sometime in the near future. Plus, Allyson and John aren't speaking to each other and the possibility of divorce is growing.
I went to the eye doctor yesterday. She said that my prescription is so powerful that my eyes are in a constant strain and the back of my eyes are stretching and scabing. If the scab get's removed, the retina will be detached. But the possibilities of this are very slim.
Needless to say, but I've been praying really hard lately.
Tomorrow I have to go back to dreaded school. I really don't want to go. I wish I could just get over this stuff. But losing friends is a crappy situation.
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[23 Jan 2005|02:53am] |
A quote by Sexy Sam with just a few alterations:
"I am so incredibly tired of waiting. I wait for people to feel comfortable enough to be my friend. I wait for people to want to spend time with me. I wait for someone to notice I am alive and I feel."
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[19 Jan 2005|06:53pm] |
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drill team was sorta stressing today. it made me go:
"tanmsb m,vznkjasfignkvdd jf asf790235p9uynknk g24-0lknkbhgkj khgaknkh gnhi eglg!"
yeah, i think that's how it sounded.
i don't have that much homework tonight, just a few things for english, which is good. i think i finally caught up with all of the work i missed last week.
o, i'm extremely disappointed in the ending to brave new world. like always: good book, bad ending. but i guess i understand where huxley is coming from...
i dunno why, but today, lunch was great.
wow... i'm actually doing something besides school work tonight. josh and i are planning to going out to eat and then coming back here for a little while just to hang out.
josh- i can't wait to see you, i love you!
this is in my profile, but i don't think i can overuse this just quite yet.
this is to all of the people that hate/dislike me: i love you and i am going to smother you in kindness!!! :)
Thankies for reading and God bless!
EDIT:
bitemehard6xs: ive been jacking off all day
tehe..
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[02 Jan 2005|11:57pm] |
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Wouldn't it be cool if life was like Halo? You could kill people and then they would respawn afterwards. MmhmM.
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[28 Jun 2004|01:44am] |
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I got a new journal at xanga. I'm harass06.
A condom is the glass slipper of our generation. You slip one on when you meet a stranger. You dance all night. Then, you throw it away . . . the condom, I mean, not the stranger.
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i finally get here to post and i cant remember what was so important for me to say. i guess things are going alright, i got to see amanda wednesday, her and james's randomness... they showed up at my house and then we went to fudruckers. i got to see her again yesterday, we went to the baytown mall and then went to her play. it was really cool and i finally got to meet some of her friends from school. AMANDA SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN THE LEAD! when she sang her song, she stole the stage, it was perfect. we went to ihop afterwards and i was supposed to spend the night with her but my mom pulled a guilt trip kind of thing, and i just went home instead of having to listen to the, "do you know how disappointed i am with you" speech.
friday night with shannon.. goodness, we TRIED to put up a tent with clays help and that didnt work out too well. then her dad came to help us and we had a pretty nice little tent goin on. noone came over! besides vicki, josh price and tim, me and shannon were alone. but it was fun until it started raining.
YAY!! FISHI GOT HER BELLYBUTTON PIERCED!
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these past couple of weeks have been hell. about the only thing i have to look forward to is summer, we only have 25 more school days left and three are taks and i have a spanish field trip for one. the disney trip was my dream come true, i was so happy about the magic kingdom show saturday night, that i cried watching it. i want to go back to florida, the weather was perfect there and it was like living in a dream. i want to go back down there this summer and have a couple friends come with me, if my mom lets me. i guess i don't have that much to complain about. i think im just burned out, of school, friends, family and life in general. i hate being all emo but, its how i feel right now. i hate it, i hate me.
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Steve told me that i haven't updated in a while, so i guess this one's for you. i had a band concert tonight and i wasn't too excited about it. i haven't been able to sleep since sunday night, and last night i kept hearing weird noises and the sprinklers every fifteen minutes. my mom is pretty concered about me, and made me take medicine to help me sleep but, its really hard to sleep whenever your best friend's dad just got murdered. i really didn't know Amanda's dad but if he raised Amanda, he's had to be pretty freaking awesome. i had stopped hanging out with her for a while and i dont know why, probably because of all the church conflicts and junk, but i never realized what a great friend i had.. and shes always been there for me during my sad times and important things in my life, but now i have to be strong for her. its not easy, she's holding up pretty well but none of us knew how to react when we heard the news. i'm really glad the caught the guy who stabbed him, he deserves what's coming to him. all i can tell Amanda is, "that which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger," and i know that shes going to overcome all of this. well, i guess that's enough drama. if you're reading this, please pray for Amanda and her friends and family, thankies, night.
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i'm really bored and i don't want to go to sleep. my brother's watching star wars and just told me he thinks that he's sick, great. i really don't want to go back to school. well, if my dad catches me on here, i'll get in trouble, so i guess i'll jet. peace out
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i went to donkeybasketball, that was sorta exciting. a donkey bit me and shannon. ha, my brother went to disciple now and wont be back until sunday, so our house has been relatively peaceful. i don't know why i woke up, but i did... no one's online to talk to, hmm. i was countin on joel coming back from away but im pretty sure he's asleep. steve said i could call him, but i don't like the phone and i'm not up for it anyways. i need to shower, i still smell like donkey butt, literally, donkey butt.
there's nothing to do, the one thing i really wanna do is sit down and talk to someone, and actually make sense when i say something... i've never made sense before. but, i can't do much of anything without making my parents "disappointed" which in other words means, "you're grounded" and i know if i wake up my mom and sister, ill be in some sort of trouble, i don't even know where my dad is, probably working on a cpu at bill's again. but hey, enough of my rambling. God Bless
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its been a while since ive updated. not much has happened either, just tons of work and no one talk to. i did go to olive garden with josh and people on friday, then went to shannon and jenn's later that night to stay the night. we stayed up till 4 talkin. vick and me slept on shannon's bed and she got some pictures of us cuddled up together. i called my mom so we could go to hobby lobby and get stuff to make shirts and then we went to party city and didnt find much there and then they went to the jazz band thing in pasedena. i was tired and i came home and crashed and woke up at 5 this morning, and ive been doin nothin ever since. i was goin to go to walmart with my mom, but i hate going grocery shopping so i stayed home. so, as you can see, nothing has been happening.
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[10 Jan 2004|11:49pm] |
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it all started about, 3:30 friday afternoon. i got on a big, cheesy school bus and headed to the most hick-est town in all of frikkin texas. jacksonville. ha, this is my trip to try out for state, and i already knew i wasn't going to make it. we stopped at chick-fil-a, tradition, then we kept driving, another 3 hours until we got to jacksonville, and bowled at a 12 lane bowling alley. very small, also tradition. then we went 5 minutes down the road at the holiday inn express, where we discovered that landyn left his trumpet at school for the second year in a row. we got candy and stole fruit from the breakfast thing and went upstairs and me and laura dried our hair by the heater. tina, laura, amanda and me talked about having babies, and my mom said hopefully not anytime soon, of course not, no way.. except on a thursday. :P
this morning i got up an hour too early and did nothing for a while, mainly watched people eat. then went back upstairs and watched animal planet. then we all got onto the big cheese and went another hour to our state try-out whatever. we got there late, and of course we got lost, tradition. tina, laura and i went to the bass clarinet tryout room and warmed up, and about 30 minutes later, we realized it was gonna be a while..
A WHILE!! MORE LIKE FOUR AND A HALF STINKIN HOURS!!
they called, alto clarinets, then contras then basses.. thats the worst order EVER. i wasn't that nervous and the people there were really good. after taht, we went outside and played the tackle game, even though i can't play good. the ground was messed up and when you ran, you left ruts in the ground. then there were these blueberry looking things taht i kept throwing. everyones scores got posted and james and david are going to state! yay!! and landyn's an alternate!! whoop!!!! we waited for another two hours for everyones results, packed up and headed back to here. joy. we stopped at chili's on the way home, tradition. it was flippin cool. i ate the greasyest chicken crispers in my entire and we had the waiter convinced that landyn was gay. b*rad colored pictures of of lima beans getting burned to death, being guillotined, and then electrified by carrots. we played 'a-shoo-deckka-yo' all the way home and then played "hoe-down" from who's line is it anyway. that was funny. marcus, cj, james, landyn, and pooky are the funniest guys alive.
im ready to sleep in my own bed and watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN! yes! johnny boy, and prolly some LOTR too.
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monday night i stayed up all night, it was fun. i worked in the kitchen, did laundry, took a shower and watched degrassi all night. i figured if i actually did something that my parents would leave me alone this week and get off my back, and it worked. i havent had to do a single thing this week, its only wednesday, but its working. all my laundry is wrinkled but it doesnt matter anyway. i wear it wrinkled, regardless. no one ever sees what shirt im wearing underneath my sweatshirt. actually, today i wore the same shoes, jeans and sweatshirt as monday, so no one thinks i have clothes, its all good to me. i have homework and ill do it during class tomorrow. something smells good in the kitchen, im hungry. YESTERDAY WAS TUESDAY! AWW YEAH! haha, i fell asleep for 4 hours, got up and ate, and fell asleep until 630 this morning.. besides that, nothing's really happening.
at school, my heart just feels its getting stepped on and i dont know why, help?
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YES!! finally i get my recognition!!
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